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Being accepted for SIP!!!!

2006-05-12T02:38:00.000-07:00

i'm looking forward for my SIP at Sunny Holidays. There are overseas assignments and i can go to Thailand...so fun!! i'm sure going to learn alot man..

Jus tt recently had been quite busy with school work and trying to juggle with my work too. Hadn't had much time for other entertainment as well..miss those days where i hav no worries abt sch and jus plainly enjoying my life..

My sch life this yr is quite different from e past more things happened, more work to do, more presentation and more of me losing face...wat am i really doing??? Help!!

Back from A' Famosa integrated resort

2006-04-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

After 4 days 3 nights trip to Malacca, i'm back, safe and sound. Day 1 at there is not a very welcoming one, pouring rain as a welcoming greetings for us as we wait for our room to get ready. During our waiting time, a agent approach us and introducing the places of attractions, their operation hours and transportation around the whole resort. By the time the rain stopped, it is already evening and only the Cowboy Town is open which is just 5 min walk from our resort. We tried the chinese restaurant, reasonable price and good food. Next, we went to see the 4D threatre on the Haunted House. It was very interesting as the seats will move, water will splash and something underneath the chair will touch u, as if u were realli at the scene. After that, we headed back to our resort and play poker card and five ten till 9:45 where there will be the fireworks display jus in front of our balcony.

Day 2 was very very exciting for me, there's where our tour really begins. After breakfast at 8.45, we taken the banana truck shuttle service to the Animal World Safari. Reach actually at 9 when it opened. We went to the chicken farm, then we take the truck which is enclosed as if we r animals with seats just like a bus, it brings us around the zoo where u can take a closer look at the animals. We even see lions mating. They r paiseh n shy n stop wat they r doing after a few sec when we reach. E Elephant show is one of the most interesting among the rest of the show followed by the wild wild west show. My dada bought sugar cane n feed the elephants and he even volunteered for the show where the baby elephant will use one of its feet to lightly step n turn lik massaging as well as using its nose n hit, on the thigh n even hit his father's day.. After tt we went to try the elephant ride, camel ride, take photo with tiger, orang utan, sit the horse carridge and go-kart ride. At night, we went to Cowboy town again, this time to c the carnival, red indian show, animals musical parade and the theme park. The children theme park got nobody n it seems lik onli the 2 of us r playing. Among all rides, the bumper car is the most worth it.

Day 3. Pocket bike ride is on top on the list for my dada. It is a very small motorbike but for adults, damn cute. After that is my horse riding. A very fair white female horse, gentle too. Great experience for mi. Next is the Water World, it has all the rides in the wild wild wet but more thrilling rides and is bigger. Again as we went during the off peak period, there is not much pp in there less than 20 pp i can sae. it is quite run down n very quiet, the stairs for the rides got to be climb lik 5-6 storeys n r rusty n under construction. Lot's of mosquitoes around, that make a wonderful tattoo on my whole back. Got irritated n got out of tt place after 2 hrs later. Went bowling after that is spent the whole night sleeping in our room sleep for 11 hrs. Which means from 8.30pm till 7.30am.

Day 4. Breakfast as usual. Packing up as we requested for early depart form our resort to another hotel where another coach will bring us back to S'pore. At the hotel, jus opp is a shopping mall, we have lik 45 mins to shop n i bought only one pair of shoes something lik imitation of converse, he bought e same as mi but diff colour, 7 mugs n 1 oil lamp as a sourveneir for his colleagues.

When we reach S'pore is 7.30, tak a cab down to his place to let all the luggage at his hse, den set off for midnight movie. We watch eight below, nice n touching story. E next day we still gt e energy to go to snow city to play.

Wat else can i sae?

2006-04-02T19:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmm..after reading your blog, i understand something. However, what's done cnt be undone. All lies in him, i can onli sae sorry for his part. I dunno that i could has cos so much unhappiness to u. Maybe u can stop worrying abt mi or lay ur hands into my matters that will make u happier i guess.

I do not want to part at the 1st place if u r all doing it for him, is up to u. U shld noe it from e start, even when we r at e down side of the relationship i dun wanna end in e 1st place. Now that i am moving on away from the state. Hope u will get better my friend. Only u can help urself.

Today will be better than yesterday...

2006-03-28T18:06:00.000-08:00

This time was a quiet morning for me, nt even the sound and honk of the karang guni man, msg nor ringtone, or even the sound of my neighbour closing and banging the door.

Anyway, since yesterday, i just lost a very gd friend of mine. "Just treat it as you have lost an acquaintance, end of story gdnite..." is all he left to me. My boy shld be more than enough to be relieve..cos he feel that desmond has a motive on his mind. That's why i can't really understand guys. Moreover, that's not the 1st time he's doing this. Maybe jealousy can overrule a person!

Other than his temper and sometime just believe in himself of what he thinks is true, he really treats me very gd. We are going to Malacca for 4 days 3 nights stay at A Famosa. This is our second trip to overseas tgt. At first, we wanted to go to Penang, however after planning, research and telling his sister to help us book, the news of bird flu outbreak in Penang shatter this trip. Redang island and tioman is our alternatives, but were costly and much of the time is wasted on travelling. Getting away from the urban and stressful lives to somewhere where there is beaches, snorkelling, coral reefs, hills with temple and accommodation is paradise. But as i am quite "mao" and has been spending quite alot recently, that's why my colleague's husband suggests we go Malacca. However, the trip for one person is only $175 per pax after discount.

Then, next sunday, my colleague, Eva aunty and her husband are bringing us to JB. I'm so excited and counting down to the day to arrive.

How i begin today??%*##@

2006-03-27T21:57:00.000-08:00

Sound of a baby laughing wake me up from my sleep...YAWNs**..(That's my msg tone..lol)

I tiredly viewed it with one eyes..what really surprised me was the content of the msg..as if it was questioning me..i'm not used to people asking my whereabout..maybe he doesn't mean it..but sometimes is beyond my limit..

Then i called him..i was damn angry..was almost shouting throughout the conversation..think that was when i really finally wake up..

Someone please tell me if u really trust a person will you questioned about who had you chat with and why did that person called you or msg u? Izzit really that other people and other stuffs that he really don't trust? Izzit it that if he trust u, he shld leave everything to u? Izzit tt's what the real "trust" is? How can i let him have more confident in himself? Is calling a guy friend wrong? Maybe is just jealous..Has i really done anything that makes him think that i'm in wrong?

Sometimes a little privacy for myself is little i wish for. Is not that i wanna offend him or what..just that i'm just uncomfortable with someone who has view who called me & msg me.

Showing someone care n concern other than asking is there any other way?

He's good to me in many ways, sometimes too harsh on certain things that has crossed my border, sometimes childish a little, i'm big enough to know what i am doing..

Is controlling someone as in who u can be friends wif a way of showing ur care & concern or just showing that u r fear of losing someone u love?

Doesn't action speaks louder than words??

His has not been himself since yesterday. I have tried to make him laugh and happy..jus tt his teeth is so uncomfortable..but what else i can do? It isn't so good for me to see him in this manner. His gastric is not that good as me, stubbornness too, is painful for him to bite food, jus that he only can eat porridge or soft type of food. It's hard for him. I tried to think of ways that he can eat at the same time easing his pain. But how? Whatever i suggest, he just won't listen. The words of "i don't have the appetite" take over me.

However, things got better in the noon. He apologised. But i'm so sorry to Desmond that he had msg him 6 times n missed called him. When on the hell did he get Desmond contact number?

My hp has been quiet during school vacation. No one i have known in school called me or msg me. My group of friends i used to hang out with changed as a new semester begins or a change of class. I had no much pp to update from during holidays except for Desmond. Though he is jus my ex, but we r still friends, can said as gd friend. I just cannot take it that he msg n called him. Not that i scared of what.

I'm just his gf, how can he control who i can make friends with? That's not the way! He said that i hasn't care for him or i jus dun care. I'm really have full trust in him that he wun do anything wrong behing my back. i didn't check who has he chat wif nor do i check who has msg for called him.

Things maybe better as we are tgt longer as i believe in that.

Y0zZz..back ag@!n..

2005-12-22T21:13:00.000-08:00

After dunno how many months, i finally change my blog and reopen it..lolx..time really flies and many things happen thru out this few months ..anyway let bygones be bygones..

I'm still happy as be4..oso veri "dao"sometimes..hAhA..

Yesterday is my 1st day of work at Sim Lim Square, as a shop asst. E things r so Cool! Cos i always thought is those old fashion type of watches and accessorizes..but gt retro and antique accessorizes..haha..even gt mickey mouse crystal earrings i wanna buy!!! A rather small shop near e toilet but gt lots of things..den oso have a lot of tourists..often dunno wat they r trying to sae..

i'm so excited for christmas and my KL trip..yoohoo..can't wait for it to come and counting down..2 more days to go..*happy* ^-^